When a leaf fell

When a leaf fell

A yellow leaf on a branch

Saw the few yet green

Somehow did not see

The many that were yellow.

Knowing intuitively

and fearing,

It’s time has come –

For the Great Fall.

Wondered,

Am I ready for the call?

It looked only at the green leaves

envying their vibrancy

Why did I turn yellow at all?

The fall, is now inevitable,

It recognised.

The branch was thrusting it out.

The leaf so wanted to hold on,

But, alas!

The force was only from one side -the branch.

The yellow leaf pondered quickly,

Can I trust the air?

Will it take me to a place

Where I rest and be embraced

With warmth and no fear?

And it shuddered, when it wondered,

Should I surrender to the wind?

Or, Should I resist the wind?

A question it had no answer for.

Those already fallen could not reach the branch anymore,

and relate their tale of how it felt when they fell

And those on the tree, did not even suspect the fall.

And then,

It started falling…

And the yellow leaf suddenly realized,

The only resistance it could offer is the weight of its own self that it carried..

The wind was kind,

as the leaf dried up, weight gone..

It knew instantly..

it will survive, without the tree!

Merged with the soil, it will nourish the tree..

 

© Deepti Vishwanath.  Photo courtesy- Vishwanath Tekur

By the Ghats

By the Ghats

By the ghat, standing I,

saw the river flow by.

Telling me tales of many a times

forlorn by us,

She remembers it all.

I turn to look at the people behind me,

busy, hustling, bustling…

in need to get somewhere,

go somewhere,

get something,

achieve something,

a rush!

Then, I took the plunge!

One last thing I did;

took the boat

to the other shore.

I stand here,

where I hear the tales from the river,

been eternally there,

of the same ceaseless hustles,

been eternally there,

I see on the other shore!

only, from the other end!

 

© Deepti Vishwanath

When?

When?

When? When will I do what I want to do?

When? When will i get what i want to get?

When? When will things change for the better?

When? When will the time be right?

When? When will my heart listen to it’s own Self?

When? When will I be who i want to be?

Oh! When? When will I live in the now?

When?

When did when become so important? To the one who is a witness to all, of all;

when did I loose myself?

To now worry, when will i regain it?
© Deepti Vishwanath

Social media and Karma

Social media and Karma

Social interaction media has entered everyone’s life like televisions did in the 1970’s. The impact of it is huge. In terms of how it is affecting human behaviour. The leisure to get and remain’bored’ occassionally, is getting extinct. That leisurely boredom; which brought spires of creativity.

Imagine the time, when sitting under the stars, gazing into them till sleep took over! Or sitting by the shore, absorbing the environment with all the senses, till the sun rose or set! Or walking in the rain, or the summer thirst! Who was the constant companion then? Who was with us when we were alone?  Our own aware self. In the form of our being aware of the surroundings, people, senses, more aware of our feelings, our own thinking ways. Conscious of our own self, our responses, ready on a guard, for we knew we were being judged by other ‘bored’ people as well. Overall outcome was, there were impressions of physical sensations we carried to sleep. Our minds had a storehouse of impressions gathered from the physical reality! And now, recently I heard from someone a few months ago, “when I go to sleep, which is very difficult for me, in my mind are popping images of the colours of the candy crushes”

It is not unknown that a human takes the longest time to grow. Physically as well as emotionally, few even reach the stage of intellectual growth and very few aspire for a spiritual growth. And for all this she needs a lot of time with herself to know her own person. As a person who are we? What do we like /dislike? Why do we like /dislike what we do? What do we truly desire? What do we want? Who /what makes us uncomfortable? Whose company gives us happiness? Is that happiness my true seeking? Or is this a camouflage; the real person behind, is entirely different from their projected self? How will I know, where I want to be in 10 years from now, if I am unclear what I want? And a thousand such questions are there for a young person whose life has just begun to shape up… leading to experiences she will live in the coming years.

The point is this. Humans have to choose constantly. What to choose requires some fundamental knowledge of the kinds of choices and their outcomes. And all this requires time.

The social platforms is now ever a companion. It has successfully replaced the connection with the elements for most people. Not just the introverts.  And This. Is dangerous! For all. For the human life and its development, even of, the development of survival skills! Social platforms are robbing man of his ‘real time’ with a ‘virtual time’.

Man has a limited life but unlimited potential to live it. His greatest tool as a human being is his choice. This makes him ‘do’or ‘not do’ all the time, throughout the life. This brings experiences back to him as an outcome of his actions. The capacity of this and implications are momentous and also spiralling. Upwards or downwards, depending upon the choice and course taken.

But, when the social media engagements increase, man spends away this great choice without significant outcomes, except, may be entertainment! His connections with people, are reduced to formal responses. An adapted social behaviour. Not necessarily obliged to follow his character.

Entertainment and connection with other humans was always a human need. Perhaps, television was also an outcome of the same! Once it took centre stage of his life, there was no stopping man’s dependency for entertainment. It was becoming available at a button.

But, with entertainment also come a varied other emotions. Amongst all, dislikes also grow propotionately. We become ‘choosey’. Not based on knowing what we want, or Is good for us, but based on what entertains us!  Infact, we now believe it is our right to get entertained! Many ills in the society are known to have been generated from this.

What televisions triggered; an uncontrollable upsurge of want, to get entertained, the social interaction platforms has aggravated the situation! It is alarming, how much time averagely a person spends with their social media… television still a part of life along with all other forms of entertainment.

The issue is this.

It takes away man’s focus from the real situations! The real reality. At the slightest opportunity he plunges into the virtual reality and an imagined entertainment. It is great to connect with people. But, does the independence, in seeking independent modes of entertainment improve the social skills? Is it improving the communication between people? Is it helping her to discern the projected person from the real person? Is it teaching her to adapt to physical responses. Is it in anyway, helping the human to mature! It would be interesting if there were studies taken up, to show how man’s incessant urge for entertainment is affecting his life, physical, emotional, intellectual, social. And most, spiritual, if that is even understood to be a criterion of importance! But, any such study (of course may be there) will ever be taken up – seriously. The virtual world has reduced us to ‘a moment of pleasure seekers’.

Human being has a very short span of life and thus available opportunities to make any changes within himself. Human goal is liberation. This is the final goal. Very few, or maybe even none in a generation can ‘practically’ visualise this goal for herself. But that does not reduce the potential of a human birth. The potential of every human being is finding his limitless nature, the changeless, the birthless, the object free state of unconditional joys, the source of all knowledge and many more such expressions as a human capacity to enjoy life here on the planet (which alone is called liberation)! But, alas! Not paying heed to this, we, ignorant of our potential, barter it away for perpetual sorrows in the name of imagined possibility of a moment of pleasure seeking! That is a pity.

To come close to having Liberation as goal, even a possibility to be entertained, one has to live more in the earthly world which is to do with his connect with the physical elements. His opportunities to make a difference to his life does not come with social networking, but with elemental networking! The hand which operates the gravity or the movement of the Moon around the Earth, while the Earth rotates and revolves round the Sun, call whatever name to that Hand, it is the same, which governs the Law of Karma! For which you have to be in touch with your earthly actions, emotions and thoughts and touching the virtual keys and creating images, is not touching the full utilisation of the Hand! It has no seed capable of creating ‘adrusta phalam’, the capacity to generate an invisible result! Generating a positive adrusta phala (commonly called punyam) is essential in the beginning stages of one’s spiritual growth.

Virtual world based karmās fall in the category of only a loukika karma (worldly activity) which produces only some visible result -‘drusta phalam’. Usually,  it ends with getting entertained, being subject to misery, when not getting entertained! The problem with such an approach to life? It is not adequate, is grossly insufficient for inner maturity! And far undermining the human potential of life. Yet, as Krishna says in the Bhagavad Gītā, “यथा इच्छसि, तथा कुरु ।” “(After knowing), Do as you wish to choose!”

 

– Deepti Vishwanath

Dear Ms.2016

Dear Ms.2016

Dear Ms.2016,

We just changed your name to 2017.

We now expect you to be young, fresh, vibrant

And full of possibilities.

We live with hope,

that as you pass through your childhood

January to March

we look forward to how you will grow up.

and as you move into your youth

Aprl to June

we begin to expect the good times we will have together.

our holidays, lazing, chilling out.

and then in the middle of your life,

July to September

we begin to recognise, you are now not youthful

you are aging

and October to December,

we do see the old age catching up.

we begin to recall all that

should have been -could have been,

should not have been -could not be!

the new associations, the partings

the joys accumulated and the pains

the mixture of everything that we did think you held

in your potential!

Dear Ms.2016, you showed it all.

And then what do we do, you know?

As your end nears,

we begin to celebrate, that your old age is going to go.

you are going.

And then at a click,

We just change your name!

You are now 2017.

And we once again expect you to be young, fresh, vibrant

And full of possibilities.

We live with hope….

 

While what all you did, O dear Earth!

rotating and revolving ceaselessly,

from much before the 2017 times that we have changed the name!

We don’t even know since when are you at your task, O Earth!

Not a moment of rest! That we may celebrate the life!

The time that is your gift to us, we wait for it to give us somethings’ also!

Your own achievements, O earth

we do not celebrate!

the few decades, that we are here

what did we do?

Robbed you of your green?

polluted your whites?

greyed your blue?

barred you?

parched you?

Often even cursed you.

Every-time I was unhappy

I cursed you, O earth! I complained about my life!

My life here is your gift.

Dear Earth, your embellishment Time, I do not value.

To live my life,

I destroy the ‘present’ and the giver!

 

Deepti Vishwanath

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

That time when Time spoke…

That time when Time spoke…

Time chose to speak. And I sat down.

“Who am I?” Time asked me.

I am called by all the names, all the time!

Some call me ‘Good’time. Some say,’Bad’ times!

Am I one or many?

‘Terrible’ time; ‘Lovely’time.

Am I double-faced? Or, am I partial?

some even say,

I am slow; then, they only say, “Time runs fast”. Some say, I stand still!

???? What! Am I stationary or do I flow?

‘Day’ time, ‘Night’ time. Am I so restless? Do I change so much?

I think I belong to all, yet they say, “I have no time.”

“Am I empty?” For everyone tries to fill me!

Fill the time-fill the time! “What are you doing to fill your time?”

I hear it ever so often.

Who am I?

That I am, is certain.

Everyone seems sure, I will always be there.

Time looked my way, now waiting for an answer.

I don’t know.  To avoid saying that, I pretend to be asleep.

and exactly a moment later, I heard Time exclaim,

I am not there!

I am not there! Time screamed, pointing at me.

And Time shouted! Joyous this time,  I am – not there!!

 

-Deepti Vishwanath